As I wandered through the exhibit several other quilters were being filmed for their interviews. Hearing the stories of the quilts in their own words and voices was wonderful. There was also an audio tour, available by phone, and again hearing the voices of the artists made the exhibit even more meaningful.
I had two quilts in the exhibit, California Dreaming, which I've blogged about before, and a new quilt made expressly to enter in Sacred Threads. It's called A Little Bird Told Me.
A Little Bird Told Me copyright 2015 Diane Rusin Doran |
Detail, A Little Bird Told Me copyright 2015 Diane Rusin Doran |
We found out in August 2013 that my mother had malignant
melanoma. After months of enduring surgery, infection, infusions, and many
hospitalizations for a variety of serious side effects, we knew that most
likely she was nearing the end. In May of 2014 I went to stay with her for the
weekend, as my father was in the hospital and my mother could not care for
herself. She had become more and more forgetful and depressed, but never
complained. We finally took her off one of her medications, for cholesterol, and
it seemed to really perk her up. She was still somewhat forgetful, but so
pleasant to be around. That weekend, to my surprise, she took me up on my
suggestion to go for a walk in the park behind her house. It was a stunningly
beautiful, perfect spring day, glowing with light and new growth. As we walked,
I realized that it almost seemed as if she were already in heaven, and I was
visiting her there. It was a dreamlike experience, and I’m so grateful not only
that I shared it with her, but also that when it happened I had the presence of
mind to recognize the beauty of it. This piece represents the glow of that day.
The two birds are my mother and I, both blue as that is the color we both wear
so much. As a child, when I asked her how she knew something, she often said “a
little bird told me”, so that’s why I chose the birds and the title. The
buttercups are a melancholy touch, as she could not remember what kind of
flower they were and asked me their name during the walk.